Tonight your dad took your brothers to best buy to do guy things while I put your sister to bed. They played video games, bought a printer etc. all the things that bore me!
So they got home late and as they were going to bed in a camp out in the guest room, they started talking about space. So many questions, such a cute conversation to listen in on. Unfortunately I couldn't help but think you should be there in the mix. 2.5 years old, listening in, doing boy things with the boys.
I am so grateful to God for blessing our family with your sister. She literally saved me. But I can't help but think back to the 5 months or so I had with you in my belly, knowing you were a boy and the 5 months we had with you as our third son, and remember how excited I was to have a family of three boys. Polar opposite of the family of three girls I grew up in.
God has blessed our family so much but I still can't wait till I meet him in heaven to ask why. Why God did you take my third son for your own and leave me broken hearted?
Miss you more than ever.