The only way I got through today was imagining you having the merriest of Christmas because you are celebrating Jesus' birthday with him.
Today was so tough. I miss you so much. I miss what should have been...
You getting woken up by Liam saying "Owen, wake up, Santa came" just like he did to Connor.
You crawling around all the presents.
You napping on my shoulder.
You in your cute Xmas pjs.
You trying to mimic your brothers opening presents.
You in your high chair at Xmas dinner.
You sleeping soundly in your crib after an adventurous day filled with joy.
Now I just look at my favorite pictures of you and weep.
Merry first Xmas in heaven Owen.
Thanks all for the support this holiday.
Love you more than ever and my heart breaks yet again. Kisses and hugs in heaven.
Your one and only mom
Our Little Warrior Owen
This blog is dedicated to our little sunshine angel Owen. We named him Owen because it means little warrior and we knew he would have to be with two older brothers. He was our little sunshine and his heart stopped beating unexpectedly on his 5 month birthday. We are devastated by the loss of our little guy. Hopefully, this blog will give readers a sense of what a beautiful spirit he was, how he completed our family and will help to keep his memory alive. We hope this gives light into our grieving process and can help other families that suffer a similar tragic loss.