Well, it happened. I had the worst breakdown I have had in a year today, as I was bathing your little sister. I literally couldn't move and the tears were rolling off my face onto hers like bath water.
After celebrating her baptism this weekend and then doing a SIDS walk in your honor on Sunday, it was more than I could handle. Today is also National Infant Loss day and you were on my mind all day. I guess that is no different than any other day. Wow, I am so hurt and my heart just aches. I know my life is so full as I have four beautiful children, a house, a family etc but I am just sad that one of my beautiful children is in the hands of God.
Owen, you really are an angel and I know you are looking out for us and I know I will see you again one day.
Love you to heaven and back. Tonight we all lit a candle in your and other's infants honors and sat as a family and remembered your kind spirit. I can't wait to hold you again one day.
Your one and only Mom
|Liam and Reilly hanging out. Liam misses you like no tomorrow. He has cried for you every day for the past week.|